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WheelsOfGrace.com | Volume 14 Issue 6 | 29 "I would just say, 'If I just die now, I just die now.'" says Jenny. "And-and I would just lay there and go, 'I-I just hope I just die. I hope these drugs—they—these are the ones that just take me out this time.'" At 26, she was living with her boyfriend, Stephen, and hopelessly addicted to meth. Then she got pregnant. One day, seeing no hope for her or her baby's future... "I just fell on my knees, and I screamed out as loud as I possibly could, 'God, help me!!!'" says Jenny. "And it was like the loudest, longest scream. I remember just like groaning, 'Ohhhh, please.' And I didn't see lightning, I didn't see any of that, but I felt a peace," says Jenny. "And that was the first time I felt the Lord saying to me in my heart, 'I'm going to help you. I'm going to help you.'" Jenny says that help came in an unexpected way: two days later she was arrested, sent to jail, and ordered to complete a drug treatment program. There, she began to hear about a different God, a heavenly Father who was loving, merciful, and ready to forgive through his son, Jesus Christ. One night, Jenny whispered a prayer. "I just cried, and I said, 'God, I-I just want You to help me.'" cries Jenny. "I really want to love people, but there was such a hardness. And I just asked the Lord to take it. And I said, 'God, I'm just going to give You my life today,'" says Jenny. "And I surrendered to the Lord. I knew that everything that I had gone through, everything that I had done, had been forgiven," says Jenny. "And when-when Jesus did that for me, it changed everything. Everybody that threw me away, He-he came, and He healed that." On the day of her release, Jenny gave birth to a healthy baby girl, Cameron. Later, Stephen also got clean and accepted Christ, and the couple married in 2013. But, a part of Jenny's past wasn't letting go, and for a few years, she still sensed a dark presence in her life. Then at a deliverance service at church, a woman led her in prayer to renounce witchcraft. "I would say, 'I renounce,' and if I would try to say it at first, it was like 'Wwww,' and they (demons) wouldn't let me," says Jenny. "It was like my mouth was—I couldn't even get the words, and they would say, 'Rrrr, we're not—we're not leaving, no.' And they would curse and spit," says Jenny. "It was very, very, very crazy." "Finally... I knew there was a release. I could tell, I could feel it. I knew. I was like, 'Okay, I'm free. They're gone. They're gone.' And I was just, 'Thank you, Jesus. Thank you, Jesus!" With the past far behind her, Jenny went on to develop a close relationship with her mom. She was also able to reconcile with her dad a few months before he passed away. Today, Jenny is a homeschool mom, entrepreneur, and worship leader, sharing her music and her passion for the Lord. "Jesus came running after me. When I cursed at Him, when I literally said the worst kind of words you can imagine at God, and the whole time Him calling my name saying, 'No, she's, my daughter. I'm coming after her.'" This is what you have been looking for in life. That is the ONLY way you will fill that emptiness you have been trying to fill with everything else in this world. And don't be mislead; being a Christian is not boring! It is not weak! It is certainly not being perfect! God wants to have a relationship with you just as you are. Live your life to the fullest by accepting what He has for you: HIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVE. Burning Rubber for God is the BEST way to ride and the ONLY way to know where you're headed. If you have questions or want to know more Email us at: WheelsOfGrace2002@gmail.com Or call: (951) 777-0503 CHRISTIANITY IS NOT A RELIGION... IT'S A RELATIONSHIP WITH THE LIVING GOD. 520 Crane St., Suite D, Lake Elsinore, CA 520 Crane St., Suite D, Lake Elsinore, CA Harley's Custom Cycle Works 520 Crane St., Suite D, Lake Elsinore, CA CUSTOM PATCHES FOR YOUR CUSTOM PATCHES FOR YOUR M/M, MC OR RIDING GROUP M/M, MC OR RIDING GROUP CUSTOM PATCHES FOR YOUR M/M, MC OR RIDING GROUP CALL OR EMAIL FOR YOUR SAMPLE TODAY! (317) 627-0117 tshizas@aol.com USE CODE: WOG2019